I look for Tina’s pills

Okay, the pills are here in my purse.   I’ve got about 15 of Tina’s sleep meds.   I don’t know if this is enough to kill me or not.   I hope it is… or maybe I don’t.   I don’t know!!   All I know is I hate Cheryl… I wish Peter were here… I wish I hadn’t told Cheryl she’s a rotten bitch… I am such a fuckup…  Nobody wants to be with me, to spend time with me… I don’t know what to do…  I wish I was dead!  Maybe I should call Michael…  Maybe I should do Pros and Cons.

IT’S YOUR CHOICE – What will I do?

Call my therapist.

Do Pros and Cons.

Take the pills.